Chapter 180: What have you lost in order to gain?

I have lost a lot in order to gain… weight.

I used to be light, young, and energetic.

I used to like sports, science, writing, dancing and singing.

I loved entertaining people.

I loved to travel.

I used to be self confident, sexy, friendly, warm, inspiring and fun to be around.

I aspired to become an artist, a writer, a singer of some kind, and a successful business owner on the top of all those things.

One day 10 years ago, I saw myself going through a traumatic divorce, after just giving up extremely lucrative carrier to start my first business venture.

For years in a row I felt devoured alive by fear of ending up penniless, while being clueless as what to do with my business and learning all ins and outs of entrepreneurship on the go.

I saw myself moving towards my dream, while getting enslaved by vicious circle of my marginal business.

I saw myself turning hobby into my business and becoming a slave to my hobby.

I saw myself taking advice from people who have never made it. No even worse – I saw myself taking advice from people who have never even tried to make it! Taking huge amounts of wrong advice.

I lost my self-confidence.

I ended up chronically stressed, overworked, obese, hating myself, losing myself.

Thinking every day: “Just give it another push, and then you will have all the time in the world to repair the damage”. Until one day I looked into the mirror – and did not recognize myself AT ALL!!!

I was not even sure whether this amount of damage was repairable. Coco said I should give it a try.

What have you lost to gain?

About: Hi! I am Jane Rene Maria and this is my secret blog about losing 60 pounds and becoming financially independent, both with my own fashion product Perfect Tights and unique Art of Fat War Weight Loss System. If you like what you are reading, if you like adventure – please follow my blog. It is an honor to be writing for you! If you want to lose 20 pounds or more – join The Art of Fat War FB group and become an Art of Fat War member

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